My heart isn’t cooperating today, but I’m trying to smile through it. I don’t think I’m doing a great job of it.

My heart isn’t cooperating today, but I’m trying to smile through it. I don’t think I’m doing a great job of it.

lacigreen:

sexetc:

Fight HIV stigma by knowing the facts. HIV can only be transmitted through blood, breast milk, semen (cum) or vaginal fluids. Reblog and raise awareness!

^ that includes precum & menstrual blood <3

(Source: facebook.com)

Pretty in Pittsburgh.

Distant Distance

He feels farther away from me than his actual physical distance tonight. I’m lost at the moment. I have no idea how to bridge that gap between us or if I should even be trying. It’s hard to just be there for someone when you’re a doer. I always feel the need to make things better or right. Sometimes that isn’t possible. The distance doesn’t make this any easier.

I was a sprawled across a hotel bed in Vegas watching porn when this pic was taken. The memories a simple picture can conjure are amazing.

I was a sprawled across a hotel bed in Vegas watching porn when this pic was taken. The memories a simple picture can conjure are amazing.

dirtylola69:

The booty shot. My ass looked AMAZING!!!!!

This is my favorite pic of my ass of all time. Okay&#8230;.. Favorite pic so far.

dirtylola69:

The booty shot. My ass looked AMAZING!!!!!

This is my favorite pic of my ass of all time. Okay….. Favorite pic so far.

vixyish:

solarbird:

xgenepositive:

mmmahogany:

#john barrowman is having none of your misogynist bullshit

i love that barrowman’s response also distances him from the contestant
"hahahaha women do laundry right john?  you with me, john?"
"don’t lump me in with you, you fucking martian”

This is what I’m talking about when I keep saying that men have to deny the endorsement. This guy wanted Barrowman’s tacit support or agreement for his sexism, as part of bonding through humour. John went nope.

Bolding mine.

(Source: kaniehtiio, via echogenicity)

I’m Sorry

I hurt his feelings today. I hate when I do that. I hate that I don’t realize I’ve done it until he points it out later. I hate that I made him a little sad. I hate that all I can do is say I’m sorry. I hate that I’m too far away to hug him and kiss him. I hate that he can’t see my face when I apologize. Typing it out to him just doesn’t feel like enough. How do you show someone that your heart aches because you hurt them? How do you make them feel how sorry you are? I wish I knew. Maybe then I could sleep. 

Always

I was on His mind even when I thought I was the farthest thing from it. I was the thought that sprung to life when He was seeking comfort. That’s all I’ve ever wanted to do. Comfort Hm. Adore Him. Serve Him. Always His in some way. Always His good girl.

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Sometimes

Sometimes to be in love means you will suffer. It means your heart will ache and there will be nothing you can do for it but endure it. Sometimes it means you must accept that things can’t be fixed or changed, because for the moment they are the way they must be. To truly be in love means suffering, but knowing that things won’t always need to be the way they are. To truly be in love is to be able to weigh the pain of distance and time and realize that it is much lighter than the weight absence and loss. 

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