mryanez asked: I think you just need a hug...
I get lots of hugs. lol
May 20, 2013
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Pondering and sharing
May 17, 2013
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When the boss is away the Slutty Secretary will play. ;)
May 6, 2013
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The Shoe is On the Other Foot: Hubby Dates
He hasn’t gone on a date yet but he has one planned. I’m excited for him. I’m excited for me. Hubby dating means we are growing and moving and that this hasn’t all been some crazy scheme cooked up by me to get my way. It means he’s really in this with me. All the way.
He’s been chatting up two wonderful ladies over the past two weeks or so and I’ve been enjoying the change I see in him. His confidence has blossomed and he is more playful. Its easier to talk to him about my other relationships. He feels different. In a good way. I no longer feel frustration radiating from his body. He seems happier. He seems more at peace.
Hubby’s new happiness would make other women feel uncomfortable and maybe even angry, but not me. I understand where it comes from. Its not easy for many to see the person they are madly in love with find a new happiness and peace in someone else. I watched Hubby struggle with this when I started dating, and I wondered if I would feel the same way. I wondered if I would struggle with his happiness when he found it. I can honestly say I am not struggling. I am filled with warmth and gratitude towards these women for giving him what I could not; that giddy feeling that only a new lover can give, the confidence that comes with the knowledge that you are desired by more than just your spouse, and most importantly the opportunity for him to explore our new openness first hand. No more standing in the wings watching me from afar.
I won’t lie. I have had my moments of frustration over the past two weeks. with Hubby’s new situation because I am the “understanding” spouse. There have been moments when he has failed to give me the same respect and courtesies that I have given to him over the past year in regards to our dating protocol. I’ve had to call him out on it and its caused a few heated arguments. I am being patient with him. He hasn’t had to go through all of this with me like I have with him.
We’re starting a new chapter in the book of us. I’ll keep you posted as much as I can. I’m sure we have many adventures ahead of us.
April 24, 2013
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And Then I Was Drowning
I’ve nearly drowned twice in my life. Today as I made my way to work I was thinking how having your heart broken can feel so much like drowning…….
Things seem bright and shiny. The world feels warm and welcoming right before the panic settles into your chest. Slipping beneath the surface. Seconds seem like hours. Your mind races. Your body feels far away. A sad calmness settles over you. Then a hands you can’t see push you up. Other hands pull you out. You try to breathe but it still hurts. It hurts worse now than it did before but you keep trying to breathe because you have to. You must breathe. If you don’t breathe you can’t live. So you try again and again. Pushing past the pain until it fades. Then you breathe deep breaths and those breaths feel amazing. Even though you are aching inside you keep breathing and the world is bright and shiny again. Next time you’ll remember this. Next time you won’t dive in head first without knowing how to swim.
I’m breathing. It hurts but I’m breathing.
April 23, 2013
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It has begun.
mryanez asked: Is it bad that I still want you?
Hmmm That all depends on what you want. My soul is off limits.
April 16, 2013
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She had to cum for him. Once. In each pair.
Painting by the amazing @specksofcome
A Little Help for a Friend
I’ve know the amazing Essence Revealed for about a year now. In that time I have had the privilege of seeing her perform many times over. I can honestly say she’s blown me away each and every time. I wasn’t surprised when she told me that she had been chosen to compete at the Milan Burlesque Awards. I was surprised when she said she wasn’t sure if she would go because of the cost of traveling internationally.
This made me sad because she is an absolutely amazing burlesque performer and if anyone deserves to go it’s her. I felt and still feel that there are enough people out there willing to help her make it to Milan so she can bring back that award. I hope some of you fall into this category.
I never post things like this but I wanted to support Essence in any way I could. So I am making a donation and spreading the gospel of Essence Revealed. Watch the video. I know you will find her to be as amazing as I say and if you can, please donate. Thank you!
Click the blog title to link to Essence’s Indie Go Go page!
April 11, 2013
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This #rapeculture #endit
This is what we as a society need to step up and start doing. Seriously. I will be that bitch that tells you to step away from my drunk friend or any drunk girl in a bar. I really hope people see this and start acting accordingly.
(Source: whes)