May 2013
2 posts
The Shoe is On the Other Foot: Hubby Dates
He hasn’t gone on a date yet but he has one planned. I’m excited for him. I’m excited for me. Hubby dating means we are growing and moving and that this hasn’t all been some crazy scheme cooked up by me to get my way. It means he’s really in this with me. All the way.
He’s been chatting up two wonderful ladies over the past two weeks or so and I’ve been...
April 2013
10 posts
And Then I Was Drowning
I’ve nearly drowned twice in my life. Today as I made my way to work I was thinking how having your heart broken can feel so much like drowning…….
Things seem bright and shiny. The world feels warm and welcoming right before the panic settles into your chest. Slipping beneath the surface. Seconds seem like hours. Your mind races. Your body feels far away. A sad calmness settles...
mryanez asked: Is it bad that I still want you?
A Little Help for a Friend →
I’ve know the amazing Essence Revealed for about a year now. In that time I have had the privilege of seeing her perform many times over. I can honestly say she’s blown me away each and every time. I wasn’t surprised when she told me that she had been chosen to compete at the Milan Burlesque Awards. I was surprised when she said she wasn’t sure if she would go because of the cost of...
I sing when I'm happy. I sing cause I'm free
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Happy Lola :)
Today the sun is shining and its going to be a lovely day. I am smiling and I am happy. I can’t feel the sadness from a month ago. I remember it. I learned from it but I can’t feel it anymore. Its gone. In its place are joy, excitement and hope. I am still missing some things. Things that I want in my life again, but I no longer feel incomplete. I am still a sub and a baby girl with or...
I Got Stood Up And All I Got Was This Poem
I was stood up by a guy three months ago. He wrote me a poem. Yesterday. Here it is.
Yes. I have permission to post this.
I saw a young lady on fet that I just had to get!
Introduced myself and pretty soon I was all set!
The plan was to meet in a public place!
Nowhere secluded for our first face to face!
A restaurant where we could eat dinner and talk kink
Maybe flirt with each other and...
March 2013
15 posts
Catalyst Con 2013
I wanted to write a wonderful piece on this event but for some reason i’m finding it hard to write down. So I’m going to oral blog it instead. That always seems to work. Look out for the audio boo later today! :)
Lola On Blog Radio
I was on Talk Sexcetera last week talking about swinging, my open marriage and polyamory. Here’s a link to the show. Enjoy!
http://www.blogtalkradio.com/wxrpradio/2013/03/14/talk-sexcetra
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Banding my nip!
Nipple banding vid. The companion to Nipple Banding 101.
“It is obvious that the two offenders saw the victim as some one that could be...”
– Henry Rollins (via ladysaviours) THIS
Healing, Moving On and Other Things You Say After...
It’s been 11 days since I was dumped and I feel fine. Am I sad? Sometimes. There are moments when I get caught in thought and realize I’m thinking about him. Something small like a few words in a book or a lyric in a song will stir up those feelings and I’ll have to stop and let it wash over me. Then its gone and I’m okay again. I expect this to go on for a long while. It...
hardcorebiff asked: I'm curious about some of the kinks you have that you mention on twitter. Would you mind sharing some?
The Tears Come At Night
I felt ok today. Actually really good. My day was full of distractions. Mostly good. I felt happy for long stretches of time today. For a moment I thought maybe, just maybe I had cried it all out. That perhaps I was over the worst. No such luck. Now I lay here in my bed trying to sleep, tears running down my cheeks, thoughts of him running through my mind.
People keep telling me to remember all...
Its Over
I am still in shock. Really I shouldn’t be. I felt it coming. I ignored those feelings because I trusted his words. I should’ve listened to what my body was telling me. My body is never wrong. Never. I don’t know why I haven’t learned that yet.
Daddy has decided he doesn’t want to be with me anymore. I’m still processing it. He has his reasons. I understand...
Daddy......... The Arrival Part 2
Note: I almost didn’t post the second half of this but I couldn’t leave you all hanging. It was therapeutic to finish it. I hope you enjoy it. I doubt I’ll be writing more about it now. Who knows maybe once it doesn’t hurt so much to think about it.
I had once told Daddy that one of my biggest fantasies of him involved me slowly undressing him after a long day at work. He...
February 2013
14 posts
Daddy..... The Arrival
He met me at the airport in a suit with a big bouquet of flowers. My heavy bag was the only thing that kept me from running full tilt into his arms. I didn’t call him by is name. I called him Daddy. Out loud and proud. I didn’t care who heard me. I was beyond caring. I just wanted to hug him. He gave me the flowers and I giggled. Happy and giddy to finally be with him. It had been a...
Daddy........
I spent an amazing 3 days with my Daddy. I was able to just be little me with him. He took care of me and I adored him.
I can still smell him and feel the heat rising from his skin as I snuggle close to him.
I miss him so very much. I am thankful but sad. I will fall asleep longing for him tonight.
I promise to write more soon. Once it’s all settled into place.
Good Night Daddy.
The Task At Hand
I used to hate getting tasked by my ex Dom. His tasks always seemed so abundant and oppressive. They felt more like work than service. I stopped enjoying them completely and when things were over I felt like a very heavy weight had been lifted from my shoulders.
Recently Daddy asked if I would like to be tasked by him from time to time. At first I hesitated, scared from previous experience, but...
Fucking Fun!
@DirtyHubby and I getting it on……. There’s also giggling.
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WatchKitchen Dancing! Booty shaking, hip swirling, cheek bouncing kitchen dancing.
Almost Show Time!!!
On February 16th I will have the honor and pleasure to participate in Shades and Friends Burlesque Show!
Show Time: 8:30pm doors, 9pm SHOW
Tickets are $15/adv, $20/door
LOCATION:
WOW Cafe Theater
59-61 East 4th Street
Buzzer 6, 4th floor
Buzzer 6, 4th Floor
Bet 2nd and Bowery
Closest Trains:
F to 2nd ave
B,D,F Broadway Lafayette
6 to Astor Place
ONLINE TICKET LINK:...
hardcorebiff asked: Hi Lola, I'm Mike, I've been following you on twitter for a couple weeks now and I wanted to say I think you're and incredibly beautiful woman and I always look forward to your posts, also I love the pic of you in the TARDIS dress! :)
Discretion
I share my life and adventures here, but I don’t always share everything.
I don’t share the names of the people I date or play with. In case you haven’t noticed they all have nicknames.
I don’t share other people’s secrets. Believe me, I hold many peoples secrets close to my heart. I’m not sure why they trust me. They barely know me, but they trust that I...
Anonymous asked: Oh man you are so beautiful hun! I'm just a little young! maybe in a few years =/
Not Right Now
My mind fully trusts you but my heart…..
My heart is afraid and unsure
It’s been broken before
It will be broken again
It just doesn’t want to be broken right now
Not Quite Ready To Share
There are so many things going on in my life right now. Good things. Things that I am extremely excited about.Things that I want to share but I feel like if I share too soon they’ll all evaporate. So I’m waiting. Waiting for till things are more concrete. Less fluid. I promise I’ll share them as they become more real. As they happen. Until then just know I’m squeeing all...
January 2013
15 posts
Anonymous asked: Hey sweetie! love your voice blog you left and your whole page. Anyways I was wondering on what is your min. age you will let someone play with you?
Anonymous asked: Can you please help me in more depth on banding my nipples. It's my first time trying and I'm not having any luck getting them to stay on. Please help !
chishinz asked: Do you like it if your follower jack off to ur pics and recordings?
nice1guy asked: Hey I like ur story's where do u get ur insperateuon
The Return of the Slutty Housewife
I started working full time again at the end of the summer. I was excited about the extra money but that was about it. I hadn’t realized how much of a toll this change had taken on me until yesterday.
Even though Hubby and I don’t have a D/s relationship I still find joy in serving and taking care of him. I love having dinner in the oven and greeting him at the door in my uniform (t-shirt and...
About Last Night: Part 5